ri ni rse cm nk write smthing loh!! hmmmm..lets talk about fmly first... hmm..mak, ari2 msj ak.. tye kba sgale..mak de ngadu yg lewt kblkgn ni asyk skit dada..ye laa, mak bru dapt darh tggi jdi, jntg tu amat pentg. perlu dpt pnjgaan yg rapi.. stiap kli ak reaply msj mak, ak akn bgtau yg ak sgt2 sygkn die..ye ak mmg sgt saygkn die. hm..abah plak..ak tau yg die skang da x kuat cm dlu. cept je pent. sian mak abah. slmt de adk laki sorg kt umah tu haa. mail. sgt2 la bijk budknye,haha. bleh gak die tolg tgk2n mak abah. die la hrpn kmi adk brdk yg jauh d prntauan ni haa. duk bcakap pasl abg2 ak yg tge ketul tu haa..mmm..smunye baik2 blaka. smuanye caring kat ak. mm..
bpe mggu leps daus xcident..duhai..btul2 mguji ak.. ntah laa xmo cte pasl ni..
xtau nk cakp pe..bab pmbelajrn ak laa ni de prob skit..dri segi asgmnt ak xde mslh. de bpe je lgi x settle. yg bert2 da anta da..mmak de prob ngn due klas ni. experimen ngn estetika pgrhn. due2 klas ni, ak sorg je as student. mak ai..mmg gle aa.. dpt lect k.ani. dr.wong. duhai..mkn ari mkn parh.. due mggu lg nk show ak xtau la. smp saat ni ak x dpt nk follow fhmn dr.wong pasl experimen. die lect yg baik.. die sgt komtd sbg pnsyrh..maybe ak yg lembp ke pe ke..ak pk nk tark dri dri bt show tu. ye laa better dri memalukn dri sndri..depn org rmai nnt. tp..kalo tarik dri, cm efek je kt pointer ak. td petd trlepas pe yg kusut kt pkrn ni dekt imran. kbtulan plak. hadoi. ak xtau nk story kt spe..kt fmly?? x2. ak x bleh bgtau prob ak kt sni,ak xmo dorg sush ati. cukp2 laa pe yg da dorg lalui sblm ni. kalo nk cite kt abg2 ak..hadoi..ak tau..palg tdk ak kne marh, ak kne perli, ak d kutuk hbs2 nnt.lg laa ak down nnt. kalo mngadu kt daus..mmg x laa..laa ni yg die tau asyik nk mgamuk je. ye laa effect dri xcdnt ri tu, die tknan skit. mm..cte kt kwn2?? spe?? kmbrku fatin?? die tu seng btul cm ak ni de prob.huish! x2.. ak xnk die anggp ak ni hye pndai cri die ble sush je. xmo2. mm..nuyui??die da nk final. bia die fokus. xnk kaco die. ain?? x... die laen.. mcm abg ak die ni. palg tdk tlinga ak ni skt pedh bnanah dgr kte2 die..xpon die x respons lgsg. elia?? mm..ni stu hal lg. ak perlukn bmbingn seseorg. ak perlukn seorg temn yg mampu support ak. bg ak smgt n kkuatn utk ak hdpi mslh yg stu ni. tp ak x pye sape2.. d tmbh plak lg..stu..mslh..k.ani. act, ak syg bebeno ngn lect ak yg stu ni tp die ni garg laa sesgt.. skg ni ak da smp stu thp ak x mmpu nk follow cre die.. evry week ak kne maki. ak mnsia. smp stu saat psti x thn ngn smua ni. ye..mgkn ak ni lembp amt. x rjn bce mende2 yg die hrpkn ak bce..tp i try to be myself kot..skrip?? ak buat. tp de je yg x kne. laa ni ak rse cm ak da x mmpu nk terskn majorg pgarahn.. ak takut fail. ak tkt. ak x kuat. ble amek degre..pastu fresh stpm.. pastu pglmn x tggi mggung..mmg byk laa pihk mpertikaikn ak ni haa..lg2 ak pmpn mlayu brtudg. mmg d ank tirikn. but ak x slhkn statement tu spenuhnye..cme...ak x kuat skg ni nk face ngn realiti. ak da gagl...sbg student pgarhn. aduhai.....pe yg ak nk kne buat ni haa... pe jln pyelesaiannye... adoihai..skt bebeno ujian tuhan kt ak kali ni. ak pendm smua ni.smp x mmpu nk luah kt spe2..tp td trlepas kt imran. xtau nape. at least, lega gak ati ni ha.. mne ak nk cri kkuatn?? ak x mmpu nk hdpi mende ni sorg2.. tp ak x kuat jge untk bri thu pde sape2 tntg ni.. ak xmau sushkn sape lgi.. ak xtau.. ak nk kne bt ap.. jmpe k.ani? dr.wong?? bgtau prkara sbnr?? yg ak x mmpu?? tu lgi laa ak x mmpu nk buat.. ak takut..sgt. ak sgt2 laa tkt skarg ni... ak btul2 buntu. nohktah! spe2...tolglaa ak... "_"
bpe mggu leps daus xcident..duhai..btul2 mguji ak.. ntah laa xmo cte pasl ni..
xtau nk cakp pe..bab pmbelajrn ak laa ni de prob skit..dri segi asgmnt ak xde mslh. de bpe je lgi x settle. yg bert2 da anta da..mmak de prob ngn due klas ni. experimen ngn estetika pgrhn. due2 klas ni, ak sorg je as student. mak ai..mmg gle aa.. dpt lect k.ani. dr.wong. duhai..mkn ari mkn parh.. due mggu lg nk show ak xtau la. smp saat ni ak x dpt nk follow fhmn dr.wong pasl experimen. die lect yg baik.. die sgt komtd sbg pnsyrh..maybe ak yg lembp ke pe ke..ak pk nk tark dri dri bt show tu. ye laa better dri memalukn dri sndri..depn org rmai nnt. tp..kalo tarik dri, cm efek je kt pointer ak. td petd trlepas pe yg kusut kt pkrn ni dekt imran. kbtulan plak. hadoi. ak xtau nk story kt spe..kt fmly?? x2. ak x bleh bgtau prob ak kt sni,ak xmo dorg sush ati. cukp2 laa pe yg da dorg lalui sblm ni. kalo nk cite kt abg2 ak..hadoi..ak tau..palg tdk ak kne marh, ak kne perli, ak d kutuk hbs2 nnt.lg laa ak down nnt. kalo mngadu kt daus..mmg x laa..laa ni yg die tau asyik nk mgamuk je. ye laa effect dri xcdnt ri tu, die tknan skit. mm..cte kt kwn2?? spe?? kmbrku fatin?? die tu seng btul cm ak ni de prob.huish! x2.. ak xnk die anggp ak ni hye pndai cri die ble sush je. xmo2. mm..nuyui??die da nk final. bia die fokus. xnk kaco die. ain?? x... die laen.. mcm abg ak die ni. palg tdk tlinga ak ni skt pedh bnanah dgr kte2 die..xpon die x respons lgsg. elia?? mm..ni stu hal lg. ak perlukn bmbingn seseorg. ak perlukn seorg temn yg mampu support ak. bg ak smgt n kkuatn utk ak hdpi mslh yg stu ni. tp ak x pye sape2.. d tmbh plak lg..stu..mslh..k.ani. act, ak syg bebeno ngn lect ak yg stu ni tp die ni garg laa sesgt.. skg ni ak da smp stu thp ak x mmpu nk follow cre die.. evry week ak kne maki. ak mnsia. smp stu saat psti x thn ngn smua ni. ye..mgkn ak ni lembp amt. x rjn bce mende2 yg die hrpkn ak bce..tp i try to be myself kot..skrip?? ak buat. tp de je yg x kne. laa ni ak rse cm ak da x mmpu nk terskn majorg pgarahn.. ak takut fail. ak tkt. ak x kuat. ble amek degre..pastu fresh stpm.. pastu pglmn x tggi mggung..mmg byk laa pihk mpertikaikn ak ni haa..lg2 ak pmpn mlayu brtudg. mmg d ank tirikn. but ak x slhkn statement tu spenuhnye..cme...ak x kuat skg ni nk face ngn realiti. ak da gagl...sbg student pgarhn. aduhai.....pe yg ak nk kne buat ni haa... pe jln pyelesaiannye... adoihai..skt bebeno ujian tuhan kt ak kali ni. ak pendm smua ni.smp x mmpu nk luah kt spe2..tp td trlepas kt imran. xtau nape. at least, lega gak ati ni ha.. mne ak nk cri kkuatn?? ak x mmpu nk hdpi mende ni sorg2.. tp ak x kuat jge untk bri thu pde sape2 tntg ni.. ak xmau sushkn sape lgi.. ak xtau.. ak nk kne bt ap.. jmpe k.ani? dr.wong?? bgtau prkara sbnr?? yg ak x mmpu?? tu lgi laa ak x mmpu nk buat.. ak takut..sgt. ak sgt2 laa tkt skarg ni... ak btul2 buntu. nohktah! spe2...tolglaa ak... "_"
